During the whole ordeal, I'm greatly thankful to many bros, folks and people that had offered their help to me either physically, financially and spiritually. Though many who know me knows that I'm a free thinker but I had taken all these advices in stride and read some of the literatures given to me with greatfulness. One book given to me by Christopher called "Awaken Your Healing Power" was a real inspiration to me during my recovering days at home and I was moved to tears by some of its contents. I will strongly recommend it to everyone.
Many had told me that it wasn't easy to go thru what I had to but the road to recovery is still a long way to go. Some of my meds are to taken for years while follow-up check ups will still be frequent and forgetting that the constant fear of an virus attack to my body is still imminent.It will take time but I also know very well that the worst of it is far from over it. Like everyone, I just have to continue to stay focus, positive, strong and stress free to deal with whatever comes my way.
One thought that still lingers at this moment in time with me and my wife is that should we be considering having another baby. Will he inherit my illness and get deformity due to the meds that I'm taking or etc etc??? Financially its gonna be a stretch to have another kid at this point in time but if we don't do it then it will be too lonely for our 5 year old son. Well we just have to think of a way.
With each day, we looked forward to and hope for the best and manage to our best abilities at this point in time. The clock is ticking ......... And so may the force be with us.
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