Gloomy after the Sunshine

Had half a day of break from work yesterday afternoon and met up with wifey's relatives and friends to update them about my condition. It was a good lunch. Went to shop at Tampines Mall to kinda update my wardrobe since I have started working since last week. In the process rewarded my wifey with a new pair of shoes, not too expensive but believe she deserve a little gift after those tiring days of taking care of me during my treatment. In the evening, organised a kopi session with the bros from the Toyota Club and catch up with some bros on their latest happenings.

The first half of today seems to have many things that are unplanned or kinda surprising. An old pal from a part time job look me up for lunch and on the way to lunch bump into quite a few ex comrades or colleagues which I was quite repulsive to meet before but guess it wasn't as bad as it seems. Was I being too sensitive or have they moved on and made peace with it? Perhaps all this time, I was the only one that didn't let it go and move on eventhough I thought I did. I cared too much about what others think and will say. It was so nice to be able to catch up with them in person although a couple of them I was quite suspicious if they are genuine or not from their body language. Was I thinking too much?
My current job as a Marcom Manager in a non-profit / charity organisation serves as a new start for me to be reconnected back to the working world while at the same time helping others. Am I being heal in the process, I'm not sure but I do know its not just about me though. I'm doing the best that I can, not struggling at all. I'm sure I will find my calling in due time.

This week is PC Show 2011, last year this time, me and my team were all excited and pumped up for another record breaking sales week. It had always beern a personal challenge for the team to break our own sales records, event after event - that's our main driving, not forgetting the team spirit is always high and we had so much fun being there. It was tiring and stressful nonethelss, will I miss it this year like the other events, probably not, haha but what I will missed badly are the atmosphere and the team.
So for all the hardworking folks out there - Kambatae!!!